Trust in myself.

Now that's a tough one.

It involves believing I am more than something. It is somehow believing I am everything.

How do I do that? I am constantly struggling with that one.

Not good enough, silly, crazy - these bombs go off in my head with each mood swing, each day that goes by without a book deal, gobs of success, without the phone ringing off the hook, with people who want what I have to offer, who actually like who I am.

What if it's all for not? A waste?

That is my biggest fear.

But it's something. If for no one else, for me, for you, for greater powers.

That should be enough. I just have to believe it.

I am doing all this from a deeper place. Always have.

THAT should be enough.